26 Oct 2016

a heavy heart


it started as a dream 

ended as a nightmare


I saw your beautiful face again, that silly grin.

Heard your laughter & I smiled.

In comes this blinding light then this heart wrenching pain.

Someone was holding my heart; I could see it being crushed by his bare hands.

Blood was dripping to the floor; a pool was already forming at his feet.

Then I heard your laughter again, this time it sounded different.

It didn’t make me smile. I felt fear.

I saw your grin and there was something in it – something evil.

Then I saw your hand, you were holding my heart, crushing it…



They say we all dream when we sleep not just once but we just don’t remember.

Let me not remember.

Grant me the pleasure of quietness in my sleep.


A heavy heart…